You are hoisting me along the hall.
I am clinging to your leg, I can't let go.
Please don't go....
There is darkness, blackness, bleakness.
Weeks of life pass without memory.
Until airport day.
Until you are back, until you are home.
And you are happy and I am too.
There are presents.
Presents!!!
Things you thought I would like.
Things from a foreign land that maybe you can't even get here.
Things that speak to my heart and make me feel known.
And noticed.
And even a little bit special.
Wednesday, July 20, 2016
Friday, July 08, 2016
Summer visit
So, the princess drove back to the old town. 200 miles each way, and on the way back ALL the bugs decided to fly in front of the car so the windshield/screen was covered in insect innards (nice). She didn't want to stop to clean them off though because taking small people for pizza before they left had made them later leaving than desired and the princess doesn't do driving in the dark very well. She's not sure if that's a female thing, a something-wrong-with-her-night-vision thing, a person who gets migraines thing, a roads-in-the-new-realm are poorly marked and on the wrong side thing....or what? She decided such trials should be avoided after journey in dark with accompanying snow and middle of nowhere driving last winter left her traumatised!
So, she was taking the kids back to the old town to visit. And although the small people didn't see many friends the princess saw hers and that was good. Very good. Especially when it involved lunching at the bakery. The kids decided that swimming and cinnamon roll eating requires public napping as a consequence and so she found herself losing circulation due to the bodies of a seven and eight year old leaning on her with all their sleepy weight. She suffered the numbness and pins and needles for quite some time because they were quiet children leaving her conversation blissfully uninterrupted!
So, the princess enjoyed the talking and hanging out in familiar places with familiar people who know how to say her name and hopefully don't anxiously worry about getting it wrong anymore! People who know her children and she can update on progress and share the regular parenting pressures with, as well as the particular peculiarities of her progeny. In all these reflections the princess found herself smiling. And then again today, she was happily at home (watching Wimbledon!) and noticed the contentment she had in her soul.
It was good to visit. It was good to come home. It was good to make memories with her children and let them be 'spoiled' by their honorary Mimi. Summer used to feel heavy and hard, but this year it is shaping up to be a good one.
So, she was taking the kids back to the old town to visit. And although the small people didn't see many friends the princess saw hers and that was good. Very good. Especially when it involved lunching at the bakery. The kids decided that swimming and cinnamon roll eating requires public napping as a consequence and so she found herself losing circulation due to the bodies of a seven and eight year old leaning on her with all their sleepy weight. She suffered the numbness and pins and needles for quite some time because they were quiet children leaving her conversation blissfully uninterrupted!
So, the princess enjoyed the talking and hanging out in familiar places with familiar people who know how to say her name and hopefully don't anxiously worry about getting it wrong anymore! People who know her children and she can update on progress and share the regular parenting pressures with, as well as the particular peculiarities of her progeny. In all these reflections the princess found herself smiling. And then again today, she was happily at home (watching Wimbledon!) and noticed the contentment she had in her soul.
It was good to visit. It was good to come home. It was good to make memories with her children and let them be 'spoiled' by their honorary Mimi. Summer used to feel heavy and hard, but this year it is shaping up to be a good one.
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